Homecoming

I'm headed home again. Finals are done and I'm packing. I have a wedding to go to in a few days and I have to get ready. But all this activity is kinda background noise to the real issues. My sister was nearly hospitalized for various reasons that are not going to be published. I'm more than a little concerned and even though she's stabilized, I can't help but feel cut off from her when she needs her family. I'll probably see her tonight but that also depends on if she can get the flight home tonight.

The part of me that can function while I'm otherwise on high alert reminded me that I needed to get gifts. I guess I need to go shopping.

I had the intention of reviewing Aeon Flux today but I can't really focus. I had also intended to do a Christmas rant but I can seem to get the energy up to do that either.

And over and over the words repeat in my head; "Let God be what he wanna be in your life."

System error. Check disks and try again.

Muah!
Lyrinoir

Blue

I have always associated blue with knowledge and intellect. Most of the rest of the world sees blue as the color of sorrow. Whatever the color means, I feel as if I have been looking at the world through a blue lens these past few days.

Isolation. That's a good place to start. There has been as sense of isolation that has settled over the whole campus. People are pulling into themselves after coming back from their families. The energy of the whole area is diminished as students prepare for the finals and look forward to the winter break.

All this introspection, added to the stress of finals and everything else has reduced me to an exhausted heap and I really need sleep. So no deep analysis tonight. I'll do a X-mass rant sometime and then its on to the break. Good luck on your finals my friends.

Muah!
Lyrinoir