Distableazation

There is something about the college life that creates a trend of loss of control. In my case, I have lost control of my sleep cycle. I suppose it started more than a month ago when I stayed up till 7:30 because a few friends of mine were experimenting with a LAN (Local Area Network) setup which would not work. We spent the whole night and morning tweaking it until it started working. Of course, Murphy's law proved inevitable when the system crashed the next week but we still had some fun.

Then hell week happened. Last week was evil. Multi-paper, all of which I had put off a little longer than I should have. I more than crashed. I missed my favorite class and generally became a tired and angry person. I think this happens to other people when they go to parties and drink a lot but I have no such excuse. The ultimate result of that forsaken week was the total loss of my sleep cycle, essentially turning me nocturnal. Which is why I am sitting in a coffee shop at 3 in the morning writing in my blog. I have all my work done but damned if I can sleep. I'll go to bed after class and wake up a little after 7 PM only to repeat the whole thing. Yes I'm getting enough sleep, it's just not in the right hours.

I suppose part of college is learning to manage one's commitments and attempting to prevent this from happening but there really are too many things to do and I don't have the talent to look ahead and get things done before they must be done. Foresight is a student's best friend.

Muah!
Lyrinoir