Romance
I've always been a romantic. Which may be part of the reason that most of my relationships have ended badly. I would hold up what I had to the great romances of history and literature and become disappointed. So I kind of gave up on love. It wasn't that I though love or relationships were useless, it was just that I would constantly push my standards higher and higher so that the only thing left was perfection. So when I met Aaron, I though he was too good to be true. Nineteen year old male who's interests include Anime, online gaming and Terry Pratchett and cute to boot. And things just fell into place. He came over, we hit it off and now I can't get enough of him.
It's amazing what just a few days of being in a relationship has done to me. I feel literally lighter and more relaxed all the time. Just being around him makes me happier then I've been in a long time. Part of me knows that I'm making him better than he is; that I'm pushing the whole experience up to the point of that perfection which I crave but at the same time there is something so true about what I'm feeling. I can't put my finger on it but it is almost enough to make me believe in destiny. It's all too perfect.
So that's what's been going on. I don't know what is going to happen next but whatever it is, I know it's going to be great.
Muah!
Lyrinoir

1 Comments:
Hey,
I saw a link here on your Facebook, and while I generally have fun skimming quickly through other people's blogs, I really enjoyed reading the first few posts here.
I'm really happy for you that you've met someone! I really am. Aaron sounds great. It's incredible how much being in a healthy relationship can affect you feel. And if you allow yourself to learn from it, you'll find even more things you never knew about yourself. It's great.
I relate to your thoughts about this a LOT. I don't know where to begin rambling about that so I'll just leave it at this.
-E
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